It’s been a very, very long time since I’ve written anything. I don’t know if that’s a good thing or a bad one. I guess that all depends on if you like reading my content. At any rate, I’m dipping my big toe in the water, hopefully something good comes of it.

For about seven years, I’ve been in hiding. I committed a great sin that I’m still dealing with, but because of this, I lost all ambition to write, talk, do anything. The weight of my sin and the self induced exile has reached it’s end. I’m tired of being tired. I’m tired of being sad and ashamed. I’m more than my mistakes. At least that’s what I tell myself.

Step one on the road to recovery, was getting on meds. I’m bipolar and me without meds is a really bad idea. For years I wasn’t taking meds and I’ve paid for it. Lack of meds led me down a dark path. I tried to kill myself and ended up spending three days in the hospital. I wondered if anyone would miss me, if anyone would care. Now with my meds I’m doing a lot better. I’m still not out of the woods, but I’m further along than I was.

Over the next few weeks I’ll be writing about a whole host of issues that I find interesting or that I feel like sharing. For the first time in years, I feel like I have enough to move forward in my life. I can’t stay here, in the past, forever. Everything changed over time but with the Lord leading the way, I’m optimistic that I’ll find peace.

I look forward to writing again and I hope you come along for the journey. Stay tuned, good things are coming.