I’ve been gone for a long time. It wasn’t because I was busy with life things that we all deal with. I stepped back because I was openly and freely living in sin. It’s awfully hard talking to people about God or morality when you aren’t being Godly in your walk with Him. I won’t go into personal details but suffice it to say, I was depressed, anxious and suicidal. Mix that with my bipolar manic episodes and you have a recipe for disaster.

In my past (20 something years ago) I was hooked on various drugs and alcohol. I don’t get high anymore-thank the Lord-but I still drink. I don’t drink to get drunk anymore, but I’d like to stop it completely. It’s like the last little habit I have. I stopped smoking about 5 years ago and that’s going well but the calling for drink is a demon I must face eventually. The last vice I have.

Anyway, I’m back now. I have made my peace with the past and now I’m looking and moving forward. It’s going to take time, but I know I can do it. The Lord is with me, He guides me every step of the way.

That being the case I’m back to posting regularly. Please feel free to leave comments or questions. With that I’ll say goodbye for now.